Some (mer) Musings.

Crud, it’s been what, almost two weeks since my last post? >.<

The only consolation is that I can say it’s at least consistent with how I have been feeling lately. I feel…weird to be honest. It’s been awhile since I felt like this…in fact I don’t think I have EVER felt like this @.@

For some reason I am feeling ridiculously out of touch with things. This feeling has manifested itself in many ways, but the most prominent avenue seems to be via my summer courses, sadly >.< I am taking MAT 2377: Statistics And Probability for Engineers and ADM 1100: Introduction To Business Management this summer, and frankly, I haven’t felt the subjects yet, if you know what I mean.

Like, sure, I do the reading assignments and the suggested homework problems (so I do retain some stretch of credibility), but aside from that my commitment (thus far, at least) to summer school remains somewhat marginally less than what you would expect of me. To illustrate this point, I will admit that I actually thought of dropping the courses a few days back? >.<

And its only two weeks in >.<

Crap crap crap.

Studies aren’t the only thing though. This blog is another-I can’t remember such a long stretch in where I actively decided not to write anything @.@ Weehoo >.< My time management has also gone to the dogs lol; for some reason I keep spending my time doing nothing (it seems), from mindlessly playing Warcraft 3 and HALO in my spare time (when I could have been writing or reading something) and deciding not to go for jogs cause I just don’t have the drive. Argh, what is this coming from me >.< >.< >.<

On the plus side though, I can beat Warcraft 3’s “Insane” difficulty setting now, and I can handle some levels of HALO blindfolded I think…and with the difficulty setting at “Suicide” =p =p =p

You know what, I think I’m just burnt out. Is that a reasonable explanation? I guess it is…last semester was one of the hardest degrees of which I have ever pushed myself. What with managing to stay busy even though my class hours were reduced by fifty percent compared to my super-crazy Fall semester. And I guess I’m proud of that, although I do think that the resulting overspill kinda sucks, and I would NOT like to pay the price (Equivalent Exchange? @.@? *sebut sorang-sorang* “toka kokan toka kokan” XD XD) via my summer courses lol. Sigh.

At least the Winter semester results were ridiculously awesome =D

I also think I need some “me time” I guess. That’s what I find works best if I realize I appear to be out-of-touch with how things are, which appears to be the case now. A few days just having nothing on my agenda and just picking my life back together sounds good. How does this weekend sound?

I think that would be great. Yeah, that would be super cool.

I’m glad you agree. Let’s do it.

Let’s.

And that my friends, is a poorly executed yet acceptable example of a dramatic monologue.

PS-The next post will most likely be about the awesome University of Waterloo Debating Death Trudge which I went to last weekend. Yes Alex, I haven’t forgotten

PPS-Ngeh ngeh ngeh, I hope you like the pun in the title Atif XD

PPPS-Also, lookit what I found:

(I Googled the term “random picture”)

XD XD XD XD XD XD